Bye bye 2012, Hello 2013

Well, it has come to the end of 2012 and indeed welcome to 2013. 

2012 has taught me to be strong, getting positive, and a lot of interesting event that happen in my life.

Not only me, but also my family and my surrounding. I don't words can describe any event that had happened. 

Biasalah, ada yang manis, ada yang pahit. Manisnya banyak mungkin mengatasi kenangan pahit yang ada, Dari berjumpa dengan family baru, pergi melancong di singapore, celebrating birthday party for each of family members and bestfriend, and you, having crazy housemate R4404, dean list, muar, bergaduh (trust, this one worst), re-connect with my little sister, forget about my past, the truth revealed, sampai lah having life in kedah which i have met a lot of nice people such as Vinnie. I used to called her miss vinnie. But now, officially, she's my buddy since she has done her attachment at HSB and go to pendang hospital. Here with yati and wani in kedah give a lot of happiness and sound.

I think 2012 give a lot of changes in my life. Seriously. Huge turning point.

That's all. Summary of 2012.

The end

Road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear,

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I marked the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference. 

Robert Frost

It is my favorite poem of all time indeed. :)

Here in HSB :)

Kedah is a nice place to visit and stay. Why? Because it is a warm and beautiful for sightseeing. The most important things are the food and the people. They are so nice and treat guest nicely as if we're also from kedah. Ever since i stayed in Alor Setar,Kedah, I have met a lot of interesting patient at hospital Sultanah Bahiyah.

The environment are totally different from any experience before. Almost 2 weeks I've stay here, I've gain new experience, new family, new friends, new house, and new hospital of course.

There are a few places which really interesting to me. Gunung Jerai is one of my favorites place and scenery. It just amazing. But well, I'm still having my practical at Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah. Here my opinion. 

Frankly , what I can say about hospital is, their physiotherapy department is much much more bigger than other hospital that I've been before. Well, it is not something I've expected it going to be. Having 20 plus patients over one day also is not something easy to do. Especially when you're handling one whole gym by yourself ( if other physio is not around )

 The gym was big, there is a section for each area such as pediatrics, hand, women health and spine, and the most important above all, hydrotherapy!

Those satisfaction feeling when treating patient is the only reason I'm trying to hold on in this field. One day, perhaps, someone will repay back our kindness. Papa always reminds me of being ikhlas during working and try to treat them just like treating your own family. It is perhaps an amanah towards our society. That's the real thing.

:)

Wishes and pray

For the past 2 years, I think i can figure out behind those bitterness.
Because somehow, it getting sweeter every each day.
Lessen heart broken and tearing across the cheek.
Things that I've experienced was the most precious moment in my life.
 I have seen how people came into my life and left some sore in heart without any effort to heal them back.

But then, I grew stronger and matured enough to look forward.
Into the future.
 Which we have no idea how it going to happen.
Or when it to happen?
For those who give me some light to continue my journey, I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how to repay them but only pray will do for now.
I wish you guys for happiness and blessed with beloved by your side.

The moment

The moment you sat beside me,

That first time i see your beautiful eyes,

The moment you spoke to me,

That first time i hear your voice,

The moment I cried because of you,

You have left me behind,

And never looked back,

Maybe it's too late,

To say that I miss you,

Maybe it's too late,

To say that i love you,

Have ever wondered what we've made of?

How fate bind us together?

The moment you say goodbye,

That first time you broke my heart,

The moment I trusted you,

That first time you make me feel doubted about you,

The moment that we spend together,

Now it's gone.

By: tyana

Grateful

I remembered, once, mama and papa came to my school accidentally, together. With different car of course.. And, of course, i'm getting excited because i can barely see them together since they're divorced. For, once, after a long time (i can't remember since when), i can see both of them, together. Seriously, I love the feeling tho. I feel like little girl again. :)

So, be grateful if u have both that are still together. Seriously.

TEEHEE~

Toward happiness

It has been awhile since I wrote about things that happen. It almost the end of my studies. There is a lot of things that has change completely and i guess, it is my turning point of my life. Instead of getting confused, NOW, it has become clearer. 

Unexpected event has happen lately. And it has not come across my mind or any of my imagination. My journey has become twisted and tangled in the middle of happiness. Gave up. It has come across my mind since like forever. But Alhamdulillah, we still have HIM right? Then, why we have to give up everything just because of our tiny problem.

But at the end of the day, I have survived. And MasyaAllah, it is getting a lot of better. Now, i am struggling to become someone better for here and after. I may not a better person now, but InsyaAllah, i am heading toward it. Just pray for the best.

Journey

Road had taken me to other places,

Places that I never thought about it,

Places where I being introduced to real world,

Real world that I never dream of,

Full of joys. tears. anger,

Joy,
We can't plan everything,
Sometimes u just can let it happen,
Pray is the answer,
Enjoy every moment with beloved one,
Forget about your enemy,
Your life would be meaningful.

Anger and tears,

Everybody are faking about themselves,

Pretending to be someone they're not rather be,

Pretend about how they really feel,

Following wrong role model,

Crash other's dream,
At the end of the day,
They seek for sympathy,
About what they have done,
Only one word could describe; regret,
What goes around,
It comes around,

Good time

Having long conversation with you when correct topic being picked. 

Such a good time. 

Thanks.

^______^

Experience has taught me a lot. I mean A LOT in my life. It taught me not trust people immediately and yet still has my khuznuzan toward somebody.

Not easily fall into somebody and trust their innocent face (fake). Sorry to say la.

Sometimes senyap bukan tanda kita tidak care. Just tak tahu nak express feeling.

That's all.

Just realize after sometimes. Sebab ego kan?

NOOB

Masa saya muda2 dulu (aceceh), macam la tua sangat kan? Saya sangat noob.I just realise it now.

Dekat asrama, orang suka ambil barang2 kita yang comel. Bila nak cuti baru mahu pulang. Kita redha.Orang pinjam jam, kita minta balik sebab nak balik rumah. A few days kemudian, dia merajuk sebab dia kata kita bagi junior jam tu. Kita dengan noob cuba ingat balik bila (padahal tak payah nak cuba ingat,bukan rapat junior pun sampai nak bagi barang). Pastu kita yang minta maaf balik. Noobnya.

Mereka di dorm suka ejek kita pokok sebab suka sangat hijau sampai baju pun hijau.Nak2 memang rumah hijau.Lagi la.Pagi2 kena ejek pokok3x. Kita yang noob ni terima je la dengan redha. Masih pakai baju hijau lagi lepas tu. Tak serik2.Sebab tu kena buli dengan si Natasha dan Ain je.Haih.

Bear kita pun orang suka curi. Dalam masa satu tahun,nak lekat dengan bear tu pun susah.Bertukar tangan. Lepas dicuri orang A, orang B pulak yang ambil.Hai la kawan2.Redha lagi.Nak minta serba salah. Padahal barang kita. Sampai sekarang pun bear tu kita tak dapat sebab masih dicuri lagi. Kita tahu siapa lah!

Kisah Si Noob Dahulu.

Kini tidak noob dah.

Tinggal sikit je noob.

HEHE

Just saying

I mean like seriously membosankan tau baca neurology lama2.Nak2 kena buat nota sekali. Asal buku terbuka,mata tertutup.Haih, apa nak jadi la.hehe

Kadang-kadang kesian bila orang terlalu rendah diri dengan orang lain. Lagi2 dengan orang yang dia crush. Especially when someone that dia crush ialah good looking and looks like orang berada. Just saying. But betul apa.Appearance may be bonus but attitude is much more important.

Kalau setakat nak good looking,at the end of the day, muka dia akan ada wrinkle juga kan. But kalau attitude,a good attitude, will still remain the same. No matter what happen. And tak perlu nak pandang rendah sangat or hina sangat dekat orang yang tak ada kelebihan macam orang lain.

Remember,no matter how good u are, there must be someone else yang better dari kita. Yang lagi cantik, lagi kaya, lagi pandai,lebih humble ehh... Setakat ability yang kecil itu dibesar-besarkan, simpan dalam closet je la. Tak payah berlagak sangat. Orang lain tengok pun menyampah kan?

And again just saying.

Good day! :)

#Fact

Guys,girls bukan demanding minta awak semua boleh jadi imam, boleh jadi pembimbing.

But, the fact is kaum Adam tugasnya ialah memimpin. Kalau bukan guys yang memimpin, takkan lah perempuan yang memimpin pula kan.

Menjadi imam resemble jadi seorang pemimpin dalam islam. That's all. Bukan harapkan guys menhafaz 30 juzuk tu.

Dah tu yang kau orang nak bini pandai masak la,pandai layan suami boleh pulak?

Bukan demand kah itu?

CHOW!

Macam gaya nak balik kampung pun boleh!

While doing my procedure, I'll make some list for tomorrow.Ehh,toworrow? Yeah,because today is WEDNESDAY! which mean, esok ialah THURSDAY!!

Double hooray!!yeah!

Please kakakku ambillah adikmu ini secepat mungkin supaya dapat hanging out di rumah lebih lama. Lama tak balik.Itu la dulu duduk dekat senang la jumpa. Ini pun dekat tapi transportnya masalah dong. Mereka2 tersayang shibuuk tanya bila mahu balik. SEE.. Semua pun dah rindu dekat adiknya yang satu ini.

As for bonus,I'm going back to terengganu! Hope everything going well and safely arrive dekat rumah tokwan. Pesanan untuk tokwan: masak sedap2 tau!untuk adik makan, Wee~

So the list:

1. Baju

2.Things for family

That's all!

See ya!

Bitter in the sweetness

Yeah,i have to admit that i have a really great day!

But for sure ada juga unpleasant feeling kan.

Why?Why?Why??

And it come from someone called FRIEND.

Damn.

T.T

Simple word called LIFE

Things happen without us realizing a secret that lies within it.

We keep looking into it until some point,

We are about giving up from holding it.

But some miracle may happen as we strongly hold onto it.

Time eventually flew away,

There's no return back,

No matter how hard you tried,

No matter how pity you'll be,

New chapter begin.

We still have hope to rely on,

We still have dream to dreaming of,

Never stop believing in faith,

Dream may come true.