Wishes and pray

For the past 2 years, I think i can figure out behind those bitterness.
Because somehow, it getting sweeter every each day.
Lessen heart broken and tearing across the cheek.
Things that I've experienced was the most precious moment in my life.
 I have seen how people came into my life and left some sore in heart without any effort to heal them back.

But then, I grew stronger and matured enough to look forward.
Into the future.
 Which we have no idea how it going to happen.
Or when it to happen?
For those who give me some light to continue my journey, I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how to repay them but only pray will do for now.
I wish you guys for happiness and blessed with beloved by your side.

The moment

The moment you sat beside me,

That first time i see your beautiful eyes,

The moment you spoke to me,

That first time i hear your voice,

The moment I cried because of you,

You have left me behind,

And never looked back,

Maybe it's too late,

To say that I miss you,

Maybe it's too late,

To say that i love you,

Have ever wondered what we've made of?

How fate bind us together?

The moment you say goodbye,

That first time you broke my heart,

The moment I trusted you,

That first time you make me feel doubted about you,

The moment that we spend together,

Now it's gone.

By: tyana

Grateful

I remembered, once, mama and papa came to my school accidentally, together. With different car of course.. And, of course, i'm getting excited because i can barely see them together since they're divorced. For, once, after a long time (i can't remember since when), i can see both of them, together. Seriously, I love the feeling tho. I feel like little girl again. :)

So, be grateful if u have both that are still together. Seriously.

TEEHEE~

Toward happiness

It has been awhile since I wrote about things that happen. It almost the end of my studies. There is a lot of things that has change completely and i guess, it is my turning point of my life. Instead of getting confused, NOW, it has become clearer. 

Unexpected event has happen lately. And it has not come across my mind or any of my imagination. My journey has become twisted and tangled in the middle of happiness. Gave up. It has come across my mind since like forever. But Alhamdulillah, we still have HIM right? Then, why we have to give up everything just because of our tiny problem.

But at the end of the day, I have survived. And MasyaAllah, it is getting a lot of better. Now, i am struggling to become someone better for here and after. I may not a better person now, but InsyaAllah, i am heading toward it. Just pray for the best.

Journey

Road had taken me to other places,

Places that I never thought about it,

Places where I being introduced to real world,

Real world that I never dream of,

Full of joys. tears. anger,

Joy,
We can't plan everything,
Sometimes u just can let it happen,
Pray is the answer,
Enjoy every moment with beloved one,
Forget about your enemy,
Your life would be meaningful.

Anger and tears,

Everybody are faking about themselves,

Pretending to be someone they're not rather be,

Pretend about how they really feel,

Following wrong role model,

Crash other's dream,
At the end of the day,
They seek for sympathy,
About what they have done,
Only one word could describe; regret,
What goes around,
It comes around,

Good time

Having long conversation with you when correct topic being picked. 

Such a good time. 

Thanks.

^______^

Experience has taught me a lot. I mean A LOT in my life. It taught me not trust people immediately and yet still has my khuznuzan toward somebody.

Not easily fall into somebody and trust their innocent face (fake). Sorry to say la.