Bye bye 2012, Hello 2013

Well, it has come to the end of 2012 and indeed welcome to 2013. 

2012 has taught me to be strong, getting positive, and a lot of interesting event that happen in my life.

Not only me, but also my family and my surrounding. I don't words can describe any event that had happened. 

Biasalah, ada yang manis, ada yang pahit. Manisnya banyak mungkin mengatasi kenangan pahit yang ada, Dari berjumpa dengan family baru, pergi melancong di singapore, celebrating birthday party for each of family members and bestfriend, and you, having crazy housemate R4404, dean list, muar, bergaduh (trust, this one worst), re-connect with my little sister, forget about my past, the truth revealed, sampai lah having life in kedah which i have met a lot of nice people such as Vinnie. I used to called her miss vinnie. But now, officially, she's my buddy since she has done her attachment at HSB and go to pendang hospital. Here with yati and wani in kedah give a lot of happiness and sound.

I think 2012 give a lot of changes in my life. Seriously. Huge turning point.

That's all. Summary of 2012.

The end

Road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear,

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I marked the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference. 

Robert Frost

It is my favorite poem of all time indeed. :)

Here in HSB :)

Kedah is a nice place to visit and stay. Why? Because it is a warm and beautiful for sightseeing. The most important things are the food and the people. They are so nice and treat guest nicely as if we're also from kedah. Ever since i stayed in Alor Setar,Kedah, I have met a lot of interesting patient at hospital Sultanah Bahiyah.

The environment are totally different from any experience before. Almost 2 weeks I've stay here, I've gain new experience, new family, new friends, new house, and new hospital of course.

There are a few places which really interesting to me. Gunung Jerai is one of my favorites place and scenery. It just amazing. But well, I'm still having my practical at Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah. Here my opinion. 

Frankly , what I can say about hospital is, their physiotherapy department is much much more bigger than other hospital that I've been before. Well, it is not something I've expected it going to be. Having 20 plus patients over one day also is not something easy to do. Especially when you're handling one whole gym by yourself ( if other physio is not around )

 The gym was big, there is a section for each area such as pediatrics, hand, women health and spine, and the most important above all, hydrotherapy!

Those satisfaction feeling when treating patient is the only reason I'm trying to hold on in this field. One day, perhaps, someone will repay back our kindness. Papa always reminds me of being ikhlas during working and try to treat them just like treating your own family. It is perhaps an amanah towards our society. That's the real thing.

:)

Wishes and pray

For the past 2 years, I think i can figure out behind those bitterness.
Because somehow, it getting sweeter every each day.
Lessen heart broken and tearing across the cheek.
Things that I've experienced was the most precious moment in my life.
 I have seen how people came into my life and left some sore in heart without any effort to heal them back.

But then, I grew stronger and matured enough to look forward.
Into the future.
 Which we have no idea how it going to happen.
Or when it to happen?
For those who give me some light to continue my journey, I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how to repay them but only pray will do for now.
I wish you guys for happiness and blessed with beloved by your side.

The moment

The moment you sat beside me,

That first time i see your beautiful eyes,

The moment you spoke to me,

That first time i hear your voice,

The moment I cried because of you,

You have left me behind,

And never looked back,

Maybe it's too late,

To say that I miss you,

Maybe it's too late,

To say that i love you,

Have ever wondered what we've made of?

How fate bind us together?

The moment you say goodbye,

That first time you broke my heart,

The moment I trusted you,

That first time you make me feel doubted about you,

The moment that we spend together,

Now it's gone.

By: tyana

Grateful

I remembered, once, mama and papa came to my school accidentally, together. With different car of course.. And, of course, i'm getting excited because i can barely see them together since they're divorced. For, once, after a long time (i can't remember since when), i can see both of them, together. Seriously, I love the feeling tho. I feel like little girl again. :)

So, be grateful if u have both that are still together. Seriously.

TEEHEE~

Toward happiness

It has been awhile since I wrote about things that happen. It almost the end of my studies. There is a lot of things that has change completely and i guess, it is my turning point of my life. Instead of getting confused, NOW, it has become clearer. 

Unexpected event has happen lately. And it has not come across my mind or any of my imagination. My journey has become twisted and tangled in the middle of happiness. Gave up. It has come across my mind since like forever. But Alhamdulillah, we still have HIM right? Then, why we have to give up everything just because of our tiny problem.

But at the end of the day, I have survived. And MasyaAllah, it is getting a lot of better. Now, i am struggling to become someone better for here and after. I may not a better person now, but InsyaAllah, i am heading toward it. Just pray for the best.